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When you share  work  to people online it looses its quality. It seems anyone  could come up and swipe away your precious painting, picture, etc and claim as their own. However on the websites you can share  your portfolio with the world. But when it comes down to promoting your artwork, writing out postcards, begging from gallery to gallery to show your work plus the cost. It can be tiring and frustrating. But what scares me the most is "who will come and see my show"? I live in a small city surround by other creative artist such as myself. I don't feel I'm worthy of getting noticed by  a crowd. Sometimes Imagine myself having an art show and there lots of people but most of time. I imagine 5 people coming maybe a few passer by and thats what scares me all the effort wasted and not single person is there so see. It makes me question my own ability as an artist. Am I commited as I claim to be or am fraud putting up a front pretending to be something. It's easy to say youll become a famous artist, an animator, an illustrator but to believe and hold to that faith is what I stuggle to most. Does anyone agree? what are some ways you have found to  conquer over this hurtle

The reason why I painti is because I have to. I paint because it is my therapy and it is what gives me the sanity to walk throgh this damn society. I dont paint for the sake of society  but to expose myself to my own  inerior. Sometimes i cant see and feel my own emotions. Ive been numbed  all  these years that i dont know what is happiness and what is sadness.


Ive shared something meaningful to all of you  now  Id like for all to share the meaning behind your work.

well hello  to all whos not drunk or passed out. I have started a new blog   . it is called igotswood.blogspot.com/. I dont know how to hyperlink but id like fo yah to view it.  Im blogging about both art work and about real artist who  create using their own minds instead of depending on mans creations or  on someone else.

i hope you all have a lovely  christmas. Dont get muggled at walmart. lol

well let me tell yah a little aBout my self. Im the shortest little black girl you  peopld will ever meet. Lol cross out the cursing. its a habbit. Im pretty scattered minded and it shows an my work. I cant consentrate on one thing. I go from one thing to another and blabla. You can see  it in my work. I have had this account for 6 months. I only added a scetch. i honestly was going through some of my pieces a way  but ive been told that art is  subjective.  Im trying to be more proud of my style. so i hope you people,/creepers will creep on my by and enjoy  my work.